Cried Out

I ask you Lord…Why?

My heart hurts for I am trying…

Trying to walk this obedience journey.

My atmosphere is no longer pleasant, because I keep coming back to a blank canvas.

You are my only friend, for no other I can depend.

Lives lived accordingly, but no ending to misery.

I confess repeatedly…I repent for ALL of my sins.

Yet, I keep coming back to a blank canvas.

Do with me what you will, and also in the process show me how to feed my kids.

Tell me why I am enduring so much…You’ve built me strong, but now I am starting to sink.

I cry out to you Lord…For whence comes my help…I am ready with my arms and hands stretch out for you to catch me.